Cousins and other aggravations

You know the old saying “you can’t pick your family”? Well, I know the saying to be true. I have the worst cousin ever. Why is she the worst cousin ever? I’ll tell you:

For one thing, she’s a complete FAKE! She acts one way when it’s just me and her, but put an adult or a classmate in the mix, she becomes a completely different person… a nice person. But, around me and my best friends she is EVIL!!!! She’s tried to kill me ever since the day she was born (I’m a year and a half older than her). She’s worse than a Disney villain. (I happen to like Disney villains, so that’s an insult!).

She’s an over-achieving-smart-ass-who-doesn’t-need-to-prove-anything!!!!!!!!!!!

She’s “perfect”.

And… although she is a junior in high school (I’m a senior), she was given an award AT THE SENIOR ASSMEBLY!!!!!!

(the first part was written a little while back)

But it’s summer now and I am a college student. I have my ID and everything.

And her latest attempt to piss me off has worked.

My cousins from Colorado are visiting for a few weeks. Before they even sit down and relax… the cousin I can’t stand swooped in and took my other cousin to the movies. I had to pay my dad to take me to my grandparents so I could welcome them back to Virginia. (I can’t drive nor do I own a vehicle.) As soon as my mom called to tell us what the evil cousin did, dad turned his car back around and we went home. And now my other cousin is going to like my evil cousin more because she can drive!!!

At least I’m older, a college student, and nicer then my evil cousin.

Just saying…

Kayman

Invisibility, boys and other pet peeves.

All my life I have been invisible… one would think I’m used to it by now… I’m not. Actually, it all began the day my cousin was born (but she is anther story)… and ever since then I have become clearer and clearer… like glass. Or like I don’t exist. I recently tried to ask our German foreign exchange student about life back in Germany… he completely ignored me. I FREAKING HATE BEING FREAKING IGNORED!!!!!! At times I don’t mind… but most times I do. Like when my grandparents go to my cousin’s soccer game (and they have seen almost all of her games) and don’t show up for my play. Or my birthday gets overshadowed by my aunt and her two kids coming in from Colorado. I become invisible.

 And! Two friends I had from the private school I used to go to don’t talk to me anymore even though I still see them everyday. A little “hey kayman, how are you?” is not that difficult.

 So… I am invisible… I’m the invisible teenage girl! Look out Fantastic Four, you have a new member! (Yes, I am a bit of a nerd)

 And when I’m not invisible… apparently I can only be seen by nerds and other geeks. Two of such boys of this status have come out and told me they have a crush on me. … Why can’t the cute ones like the nerdy girl? The two nerds aren’t bad…… they just… we’ll … they’re not my type. They are both nice guys and all… but to date is to look for one’s significant other in which they will send the rest of their lives with. I just can’t see myself marrying ether one of those nerds… sorry fellas. At least they have now given up and me and have moved on. I see the older one on a daily bases at school and quite frankly… sometimes, I swear I’m his mother! Although, mother does know best.

 The only other guy that sees me is this really cute jock that was in acting classes with me for two years. And he is a hunk… but I once had a crush on him, but I don’t anymore. In fact, at this point in time… I don’t have a crush on a non-anime character. But, he his making it hard not to think of him like that. He tried to sit beside me on the bus and he said hi to me in the hall… I know he has a girlfriend… I know he has a girlfriend… and besides… why would a hunk like him every wonna go out with a geek like me. A geek who needs to hit the gym more often so there’s less strain on her heart. My family has a history of heart disease. And I don’t want to die of a heart attack!!!! Maybe I’ll hit the pool when it opens.

 Just saying……

 The Invisible Teenage Girl (Kayman)

Dog sitting

so, i have 3 dogs. the oldest one stays outside all the time and the two puppies come in and out. the only problem is.... getting the puppies to go to sleep when it's 1 am. and i get yelled at whenever they bark. dogs bark, it's what they do.

....and i'm trying to watch anime. oh well.

just saying....

Kayman.

Cherry tomatoes and baby carrots

Is it normal to have a favorite vegetable? well, mine are cherry tomatoes and baby carrots.

I've been told, I used to eat cherry tomatoes right off the vine. although today I wouldn't even put them near my mouth without being washed first.

just saying....

Kayman

My room

For years, my room has been a complete mess. but, over the long weekend, me and my bff Crystal cleaned it. it's not that I'm a hoarder or anything... it's just i never felt like cleaning... i needed to... i wanted to... i just never felt like it (nor did i have the time). in reality i am the cleanest person you would ever meet. my locker at school is spotless and i had the cleanest desk all throughout my childhood up until 9th grade. 10th to now i don't have a constant desk. puplic school changes everything.

anyway, that's all for now.

Kayman

Hi... I'm Kayman

I'm Kayman.

this is most likely going to be ramblings about daily life and a short story here and there.
the topics are most likely going to be all over the place and incoherent. it's just going to be how i feel at a given point in time.

so ya, if you don't like what i have to say... then stop reading.

kayman out.